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09/10/2006 by kelly angard

tEchNiQuE TuEsdaY: Dye Ink Resist

Even though there are so many fabulous patterned papers out there, I still love making my own…especially when I can create something unique and artistic in 20 minutes or less!

If you are a regular visitor of Technique Tuesday’s, you have probably realized that my techniques are a little out of the ordinary…and this one is no different! Just when you think that this technique seems normal, I throw in a last step that will seem quite strange. But there is always a method to my madness…and here it is: the last step requires you to iron the painted cardstock in between two pieces of newsprint (or bond paper) to remove the shiny embossed look of the stamped design. This last step is not absolutely necessary for a beautiful finished design, however, it will make your design look like it’s been computer generated or professionally printed!

Also, please note that newsprint is not newspaper…we don’t want any ink on this! Newsprint is the cheap, thin tan art paper that children color on…it can be purchased quite inexpensively at art or craft stores. You can also use regular bond paper…just make sure to keep moving the iron around so that you don’t burn the paper!

Here’s a few tips about blending colors:
- choose analogous colors (colors that are next to each other on the color wheel) for easy blending (if you don’t have red/pink/orange/yellow, then try blue/green/yellow)
- work from darkest color (magenta) to lightest color (yellow)
- pick a “bridge” color, i.e., a color that can blend or bridge two other colors togehter. I’ve used yellow as the “bridge” color because it blends easily with magenta, scarlet and orange.

supplies:
glossy cardstock
foam or rubber stamps
watermark ink: Versamark
clear embossing powder
heat gun
dye inks reinkers (dye inks in a bottle)
paintbrush
paper towels
wax paper
water
newsprint or regular bond paper
iron

step 1. Stamp designs with watermark (Versamark) ink on glossy cardstock. Sprinkle clear embossing powder and set with heat gun (no photo because it’s hard to see the versamark stamped flowers on white glossy cardstock!)



step 2. Squeeze a few drops of each ink onto wax paper. Dip paintbrush in water; lightly blot on paper towel so brush is damp but not dripping wet. Dab brush in first ink color and then dab onto cardstock, using a slight pouncing motion as the brush moves around a small area. Notice that the ink resists the embossed areas; the ink will stain and bead up a little giving the look of a watercolor. Repeat in three or four areas on the cardstock as shown.

step 3. Clean brush well with water; you are now ready to apply the next color. Dip brush in water; lightly blot on paper towel. Dab brush in second ink color and then dab on cardstock in a few areas as shown…DO NOT apply ink right next to the first color!



step 4. Repeat step 3 with third color.

TIP: Change your water at this point to keep your yellows pure.

step 5. Apply the last colors, the yellows, next to the first color applied in the same fashion that you have the others except the yellow is applied in between the other colors, sort of like a bridge between two colors. Apply the yellow in the available white space and then overlap some of it into the other colors…the results are layered and blended and quite beautiful! TIP: Make sure to clean your brush every time you blend colors together!!! Set aside to dry.

step 6. After the inks are dry, rub a damp Q-tip or paper towel over areas of the stamped design that has ink spots on it.

You can omit this last step if you like the shiny embossed designs…If you don’t want the shiny designs, then do step 7.

step 7. Preheat iron. Place the cardstock in between two pieces of newsprint or regular bond paper (see photo 7a). Iron over newsprint until you begin to see areas of the newsprint becoming transparent (see photo 7b). Keep ironing until you can lift the top sheet of newsprint off the cardstock without it sticking.

completed technique:

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08/13/2006 by kelly angard

Is it a process or a journey?

getting there...

Defining who we are…what we are made of. Our values, our dreams…not someone else’s idea or definition of who we are or what we should be doing. It’s not easy as it seems; it’s not easy to truly clear our minds of the clutter, of the voices that sometimes speak louder than our own. To question “why?”…

My absence from here, from the industry, was necessary…for my health, for my family, for myself. Over the past few months, I have dealt with an incredible amount of betrayal and deceit by professionals and fellow artists in the industry…so much so, it affected my health…and I realized that I had to walk away and question whether I would ever return. The continuing fight to protect my ideas and my work was exhausting and it made me question whether it’s really worth putting my art out “here” anymore.

I am saddened, disappointed and disillusioned at the behavior and lack of ethics of so many fellow artists and professionals in the industry (including those in my own publishing company) which I have kept quiet about until now. I am happy to say that I have been released from my contract with F&W and will be pursuing other publishing companies for my next book.

So, I return now with a stronger resolve…but not without change. I will now be focusing my efforts on my mixed media art, photography and writing, posting only on my Crafty Girl blog. I have decided to have one home for my work, for all that I put my heart and soul into. Streamlining my efforts will leave me more time to do what I am meant to be doing…create and write!

I truly hope that those of you who have been so wonderfully supportive of my work here will come along as I brave this journey of change…And a very heartfelt thanks to all of you who left comments, inquired as to how I was and voiced your concerns for my well being…your words were truly appreciated.

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05/22/2006 by kelly angard

Made in the Shade…

made in the shade
“She generally gave herself very good advice,
(though she very seldom followed it)”.

-Lewis Carroll from Alice in Wonderland

Sometimes we all need to know when to say when…
so I’m taking a much needed break from this week’s

Technique Tuesday/Creating without Fear.
Time to reflect and recharge…
• • •

I am Willing.
© Margaret Dubay Mikus 

I am willing to change what doesn’t work for me in my life.
I am willing to listen
with an open heart, without judging.
I am willing to plant seeds
that take a long time, if ever, to grow.
I am willing to feel
and let go.
I am willing to make mistakes
and learn from them.
I am willing
to live in the present.
I am willing to forgive
and forget in my heart.
I am willing to love as much
as my endless spirit will allow.
I am willing to be seen
in all my radiance.
I am willing to be fearless.
I am willing to be powerful.
I am willing to be peaceful.
I am willing to stand tall.

and walk gracefully.
I am willing to sing with my stunning, full voice.
I am willing to allow.
I am willing to let go.
I am willing to change.
I am willing to see
and be seen.
I am willing to hear
and be heard.
I am willing to feel
and be felt.
I am willing to heal
and be healed.
I am willing to love
and be loved. I am willing to change what doesn’t work for me in my life.
I am willing to listen
with an open heart, without judging.
I am willing to plant seeds
that take a long time, if ever, to grow.
I am willing to feel
and let go.
I am willing to make mistakes
and learn from them.
I am willing
to live in the present.
I am willing to forgive
and forget in my heart.
I am willing to love as much
as my endless spirit will allow.
I am willing to be seen
in all my radiance.
I am willing to allow. I am willing to let go..
I am willing to be fully human.

found at Panta Rhei blog

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05/16/2006 by kelly angard

Aventures in Creating Without Fear…Week #5 Exercise

Incomplete Manifesto
my Incomplete Manifesto, created July 2005

Fear of the Unknown…Week #5 Exercise
Throughout my life, I’ve found that there are certain methodologies that I revisit time and again for personal and/or creative inspiration, motivation and growth. One such methodology is Bruce Mau’s Incomplete Manifesto for Growth. I posted about this prolific designer’s Manifesto back in June 2005, and then again in January 2006, because it resonnates so deep within me.

What is An Incomplete Manifesto for Growth? Simply put, it is a list of 43 ideas to incite change…to move one beyond simply thinking differently into doing differently. I highly suggest taking the time to read Bruce’s Manifesto…each and every idea is a golden nugget within itself, worthy of discussion and exploration.

So what does this have to do with Creating without Fear™ and specifically, fear of the unknown? Well, one of the ways we can “become true”, combat our creative fears, and grow as an artist, is by defining our creative goals, intentions and truisms. Something magical happens when we take the time to write down our principles and beliefs and place them in front of us to see every day…they not only become more ingrained in us, but we find that we are more likely to act according to them which in the big picture, helps alleviate fear and anxiety when it comes to making decisions.

Week #5 Exercise
This week’s exercise is to write your own Manifesto. A manifesto is defined as a public declaration of intentions; whether you make it public or not is up to you (mine is posted above). I do suggest displaying your Manifesto somewhere around your workspace where it is clearly visible. Whether you integrate your Manifesto with a favorite art medium or simply compose it as a list, I really encourage you to do this!!! Think of it as an opportunity to draw your own roadmap for personal creative development…

Here’s a few tips to get you started:
1. Have patience…don’t worry about compiling an entire list in one sitting; give yourself time to collect your thoughts and ruminate about what is important to you.
2. Stay open…there’s no specific number your Manifest has to have. Bruce Mau calls his manifesto “incomplete” for a reason…he believes in leaving room for growth as well as the fact that we are incomplete human beings constantly evolving and changing. I’ve started with 9; he wrote 43! Leave yourself room for adding more!
3. Look to yourself…think about the principles and truisms that motivate and define you in other areas of your life. Add personal content to your manifesto with your favorite quotes, inspirational music lyrics or meaningful literary passages.
4. Go with the flow
…If you’re not sure what your goals are, no worries, they will come in time. Just don’t be surprised if they turn out to be different than what you thought they would be!

“Our object is not to know the answers before we do the work.
It’s to know them after we do it.”
- Bruce Mau

Remember, there is no right and wrong here…your Manifesto only needs to make sense and motivate and inspire you! Feel free to post links to your Manifesto should you decide to make it public…

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05/15/2006 by kelly angard

Mis-fortune

I apologize for not getting last week’s Creating Without Fear™ exercise posted on Thursday or Friday; a sick child home from school kept me away from creating and writing! Since I am playing catch-up now from a few days of lost time, I will post last week’s exercise tomorrow.

I found this fortune tucked in the pocket of a new pair of jeans the other day, and it got me thinking…isn’t it easy to trust ourselves when we’re feeling lucky? I mean, shouldn’t we trust our judgment on the days we’re not feeling especially lucky? Here’s my version of the fortune:

WHEN LUCK IS NOT WITH YOU, TRUST YOUR JUDGMENT.
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05/09/2006 by kelly angard

Adventures in Creating Without Fear: Week #5


Fear of the Unknown, Part 3
I’ve had such a hard time deciding what to write about for this week’s post…Should I just focus on last week’s exercise, or should I report about the hellatious fear-ridden week I struggled through…but then how can I leave out the amazing, fear-defying David Blaine? I’m afraid to make a decision, so I’ll touch on all three…

So, did you see the David Blaine special last night, “Drowned Alive”? Talk about facing fears…this man eats my grandiose fears for breakfast and by lunch, he’s moved on to burying himself alive or chewing glass!

While it may seem like such a ridiculously extreme comparison, i.e., his physical fears (being drowned alive) vs. our creative fears (what colors should I work with?) we can definitely be inspired by this man because I don’t think it’s the size of our fears that makes us different, but rather how much fear is relevant to our lives. David Blaine was undoubtedly born with a certain amount of courage that ordinary people like you and I have to work hard at to even comprehend. But what is really fascinating about David’s courage is that it is balanced by a sense of humanity and humility…his immense belief in other people and his motivations for doing what he does. David truly believes that no matter how much fear we hold within us, each of us can do more than we think we can…and his goal is simply to inspire others to do more than they think they can. I loved that he interviewed Aron Ralston, the young man who amputated his own arm to save his life…and that he called him a magician of life.

A Magician of Life…cool. But aren’t we all magicians of our lives…each and every one of us who does something that we didn’t think we could do the day before? I think so…because it’s not like fear is ever going to go away for good; every single day we have to find the courage to keep fighting our fears. A new day, a new fear; worse than those last 10 pounds because at some point, with a lot of work, determination and lack of carbohydrates, the pounds may go away. Fear won’t.

Speaking of which, this past week I came to realize just how many fears I’ve let keep me from moving forward with my life. I thought I had a pretty good and accurate account of my fears…but tricky little devils that they are, underneath many of them, guess what I found? Yep…like socks from behind the dryer, I found more fear!!!

It’s a very humbling experience to look at all the ways we hold ourselves back or sabotage ourselves because we tend to feel even more hopeless; on top of the realization, we are disappointed with ourselves for feeling weak…giving in to the fear. What I’m trying to do is look at this new information as “valuable” information instead of just more information to add to my already long list.

Anyhow, because of this new “valuable information”, I decided to take a few uncharacteristic chances this past week; one personal the other professional. One ended up a disaster and the other…well, I’m still waiting to see the final outcome. But before you cringe on behalf of my mortifying experience, let me say that while I did look at the disastrous outcome, wag my own finger and say to myself, “See, you knew you shouldn’t have done that…”, I didn’t say it for very long. I mean seriously, I made a mistake…big deal! No human loss was suffered, I didn’t mess up plans for world peace or even prevent Oprah’s show from airing…so really, how big of a deal could it be? Not that big when I take into consideration that all I did was risk being human. I mean, as humans, no matter how safe we think we’re keeping ourselves, isn’t it an inevitable law of nature that we are going to make mistakes, overreact, look stupid, say the wrong things…and maybe have to eat a few slices of humble pie? If so, then I have to look on the bright side and admit that I did an excellent job of being human last week. Who knows what I’ll do this week…

Fear of the unknown…makes you cringe, doesn’t it? Not knowing what is going to happen is never easy, but it’s really loaded when the unknown happens because of a decision we do or don’t make!



Speaking of which, I made the decision for last week’s exercise (Week #4 Exercise), to post a piece of art and ask for only constructive criticism. Why did I do this? I’m so glad that you asked…

  • I did it because I wanted to post something I did that I thought was UGLY!
  • I did it because I wanted to know that I could sit and endure the unknown…i.e., critical comments (what was the worst that could be said???)
  • I did it because I wanted each of you to challenge yourself to speak your mind and not apologize for your opinion (because after all, I asked…)
  • I did it because I think there’s so much more value to an honest comment, good or bad, than one full of fluff!
  • I did it because even though I thought the art was really unattractive, I still wanted to see what I could learn from it.
  • I did it because I knew how I felt about this piece of art and I wanted to see if I would get defensive to the criticism (which would show me that I wasn’t open to learning).

When you first saw the art and read the instructions, did you ask yourself, “why the heck would she post something so ugly?” I wouldn’t blame you if you had…because I questioned myself for quite awhile until I became clear as to the motivations behind the exercise.

The really cool thing about last week’s exercise is that it turned out to be mutually beneficial. Every single comment left was truly appreciated and I‘ll tell you why…(1) because of the courage I know it took to risk leaving your honest opinions, and (2) because in all honesty (and I mean this in the nicest way…) whatever you wrote is YOUR opinion, not necessarily MY REALITY. It’s only my reality and only becomes hurtful if I want to look at it that way…I mean, I may put a lot of myself into my art, but I AM NOT MY ART. If you don’t like my art, it does not mean you don’t like ME! and (3) the fact is, what most of you said was TRUE to me too!!!

I mean really, how many times are we asked for an honest opinion and then punished because we told the TRUTH…our truth!!! When it comes to our art, it’s vitally important that we separate ourselves from what we create in order for us to grow as artists. When we can truly separate “who we are” from “what we create” and see our work in a a different light, even through the eyes of another, we open ourselves up to learning and therefore growth.

Please understand that there is a huge difference between “seeing” it through the eyes of another and “feeling” it through the eyes of another. To see our art through the eyes of another is not to change our opinion of what we personally feel about what we’ve created, but rather to open our eyes as to the possibilities of creating and seeing it in a different way! I can’t tell you how many times I hear a first response to collage art as “I don’t like doing it”. After hearing this a number of times, I began asking questions, and I found that nine times out of ten, when asked “why?”, the answer was “because I don’t know how to do it” or “it looks too hard” or “I’m not good at it.” Since when should “hard” or “I don’t know how to” determine whether we try something new? Hmmmm…sounds like another example of “fear of the unknown” to me.

Which brings me to this week’s exercise…I’m not exactly clear on it yet (flying without a map…into the unknown!); my goal is to have the exercise posted on Thursday or Friday, so please check back! In the meantime, think about looking for the good in something you’ve created that you’re not all that happy with…and as always, your comments and questions are appreciated and welcomed (positive or negative this week!!!).

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05/02/2006 by kelly angard

Adventures in Creating Without Fear: Week #4

Last week’s exercise ended with a series of questions…including this one:

Why are WE
so AFRAID of
making a mistake?

Similar to the other questions I’ve asked, there is no right or wrong answer; whatever you come up with is your answer, your truth. Besides that, there isn’t just “one” answer! I think that depending upon the time in our lives that this question is asked, the answers would vary. If I were to take a tongue-in-cheek guess and even generalize as to a few possible answers, I think they would look something like this:

a child would say…“Because I don’t want to get in trouble.”
a teen would say…“I’m not afraid!”
an adult would say…“Because I don’t want to be embarrassed.”
and an artist would say…“How much time do you have?”


Since the answer to this question varies from person to person, I think it truly speaks to our fear of the unknown because if we’re not sure what we’re afraid of, then the very idea of making a mistake — any kind of mistake — becomes larger than life.

As creating individuals, we have more than our share of potential mistakes just waiting to be made…from the simple choice of what colors to use to the more daunting and painful decisions about who to trust in our chosen industry.

Week #4 Exercise: Becoming True
One of the biggest unknowns we artists are faced with early on, is not knowing whether our work is “good”. When we are unsure of the work we do, i.e., whether it is “good”, our anxiety and doubt can paralyze us and prevent us from moving forward and creating to our fullest potential. How ironic that when we are anxious and tense about creating “ugly”, we are more likely to create what we fear…UGLY!!!

But back to this week’s exercise…knowing inside of us whether our work is “good” is part of what I call “Becoming True”. “Becoming True” is something that needs to happen before “Staying True” which to me, is one of the biggest ways we can combat our fears. Becoming True means being honest…with yourself and with others. Staying True is solidifying our beliefs by taking action when we need to.

Below you will find a piece of art; the directions for the exercise are very simple and should only take a few minutes.

directions:
Write 3-5 things that you DO NOT LIKE about this piece,
i.e., constructive criticism, in the comment section below
.

If you can’t log onto the comment section, please email them to me and I will post them; you can email me @ kreativekell@qwest.net
WARNING: I will delete any inkling of a positive comment,
even if it follows your list! (I’m serious!!!)

That’s it…state your opinion…be honest…become true.


Need some help? here’s a few starters:
I don’t like (insert something specific).
This piece does not appeal to me because
(insert something specific).
I think that (insert something specific) would look better if (insert something specific).

Wondering how this ties in with “fear of the unknown”? You’ll see…In the meantime, thanks for coming along!

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04/28/2006 by kelly angard

In the middle of difficulty…


journaling reads:
when the trail leads to the heart of darkness…that darkest of places, the home where fear resides and rises up like a tidal wave, protecting the heart and soul from the very pain it must endure to move forward…we must have faith.
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04/27/2006 by kelly angard

Fear of the Unknown – Part 1



Fear of the Unknown

Because there are so many unknown factors when it comes to creating any kind of art, I think it helps to try to understand and clarify what is going on in our minds. Fear of the unknown takes on many forms when it comes to creating…and interestingly, I think that the “unknown” is what we both love and hate about the process (hate may be too strong a word herel…but for lack of a better one, I’m going to use it). Similar to the mystery of living life, we face each day not knowing:
how we are going to feel, if it will be like we’ve imagined, or if we’re going to be pleased with it.

I can say for myself, the parallels between living life and creating art seems to be a never-ending wave of contradictions…see if any of these resonnate with you:

I love not knowing and yet I wish to know;
I wish to have a guarantee of producing something beautiful.

I love the process of creating, yet I wish I could be done already
and move on to the next piece.

I love having an idea of what it’s going to look like
but then I also wish for a creative and unexpected turn.


It’s definitely a love-hate relationship for me…and one that requires relinquishing control…and taking a leap of faith.

Week #3 Exercise
We can’t take a leap of faith if we are too afraid of creating “ugly”. The fear of creating “ugly” carries with it such a strong emotion, that most of us will do anything to avoid it…even if that means creating nothing! So I’m thinking that we should take a look at what “creating ugly” means to us. Feel free to answer these questions either through writing or through art journaling…it’s up to you.

- How do you feel when you’ve created something “ugly”?
- What do you think the “ugly” says about you?
- Are you able to find any positive elements to an “ugly” piece?
- If you were asked to create something “ugly”, would you let yourself do it?

And here’s the million dollar question…
- Why is it we are so afraid of making a mistake?

Something to ponder for sure.

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04/21/2006 by kelly angard

X, Y & Z


Week #2…Creating Without Fear™ Exercise

So what did you think of this week’s exercise? The steps were pretty simple, don’t you think? I’ve listed a few questions for you to ask yourself…the answers will provide useful information about how you experience the creative process and provide an area of focus for change in the weeks ahead:


- Did the exercise seem worthwhile?

- Did you gather your supplies together before beginning the exercise?

- Were you able to move through the steps effortlessly?
The best way to answer this question is for you to think back and ask yourself a few questions; did you find yourself asking or thinking…

  • “I wonder if this is right?”
  • “Would this stamp look better here or here?”
  • “What sort of circles should I make?”
  • “Can the colors overlap one another?”
  • “I don’t know if I should place the letter stamps next to each other.”
  • “Does this look good?” or “Does this look like it’s supposed to?”

- Did you put the completed exercise away right after you were finished?

- What was your first reaction to your completed exercise?

- Overall, how did you feel about the process?

Whatever your answers, please know there is no right or wrong. I’ll be explaining the reasons behind these questions next week to help you understand the methods to my madness!!!

In the meantime, I encourage you to repeat the exercise a few more times over the weekend using the same exact supplies. Similar to physical exercise, the more we integrate repetition into our creative activities, the more confidence we gain and more comfortable we become expanding upon what we’ve done before. Not only will you be amazed at how different the exercise can look while using the exact same supplies, you will most likely find yourself making creative choices without having to question yourself! And while repeating the exercise, see if you can determine the areas in which you tend to deliberate and question yourself most. This type of awareness and knowledge will help you as we move forward…

on a personal note…
Thanks so much for all of your comments and emails. While this is something that I truly believe in (because I live it!), having each and every one of you along makes the adventure all the more meaningful. I have been asked if you need to post your exercises to participate…and my answer is absolutely not! All are welcome to participate in whatever way is comfortable; whether you decide to post your exercises or not is a personal decision. Remember…it’s not the beauty of these exercises that we’re focusing on here, it’s about enjoying the creative journey no matter where it takes us. On that note, I’ve got to run to the art store, so I’ll see you next week…

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